1999

i meet a boy as called first love

a month late, he was dead by accident of fall from roof

i cry silent during the night because my grandma was sleep beside of me

eveyday, weekly, monthly, then yearly for three years

i became blue as usually shy and sensitive

2005

i fall in love with a young boy migth call true love

i feeling that we are the soul mate

something happened betweent us badly

i tried to keep several relationships with many guys after that

didn't work at all still not shake off him thorough

i give up for against for forget

2009

the most hard year for me with the best summer, but unfortunately

my grandma was gone by pancreatic cancer that so painful

so so so loving her with all my heart

i 'm stead and never be fall, strongly

I studying that try hard to be a doctor that someday my grandma never be sick at less pain ..!.